100 expressions

           When you are coming late continuously ,as you enter in department ,your head of the department reminds you about it. You have nothing to say other than a big ,wide, grinning smile.Next day you wake up in morning and your top priority is to be on time.After trying very hard ,you just end up almost running in room to just make things quick but you are again on the verge of getting late.
           You are winner now. You managed to reach on time somehow.You enter in departmental room with holding your head high like a king.You feel even a invisible crown on your head.You try to attract the attention of your head of department who is busy actually on phone.Now you just came out in corridor in mid crowd and suddenly realize that you are wearing your KURTA in wrong way,from opposite side and all stitching is visible.
           What an expression ! We call it ,100 expressions at a same time.

What if

What if
The roads are blocked by the stones
By destiny ,which are thrown
Which are rolling from the trimor
I will wear my courage, my only armour 
The dust is rising by making me blind
By crumbling stone , stumbling them behind

Wht if
The sky is burning
Fire is churning
and whole azure is filled with yellow flame
But i need not to worry , you are my aim
The frosts r droping in the form of burning rage
In the haste of haze

I will not stop to take a step 

I will try my last breath until i m alive to inhale
I will not stop because my mind were saying to move ahead

I will even if my body is not ready for it

I will get up
I will not win my bodily weakness between You and me
I will come until my last piece of body is over the water level 

I will come while the rest of my body  is just submerged
I will come until the last piece of flesh is snatched from my bones

I will come with my survival sword

This is the reason of my survival
My lord !  Believe in my arrival

एक और दिन उधार का

चंद साल ज़िन्दगी
एक और दिन उधार का
एक दिन इंतजार का 
एक लम्हा बेमिसाल सा

छोटे मोटे ख्वाब और
रंग बिरंगी तितलियां
बादलों वाली रात और
कडकतीं हुई बिजलियां

मैं चलूँ , तुम चलो
मांजिलें बस एक ही
वही ज़िसपे सब चलें
वो चले बस अवशान ही

ऐसी बात ना करें
चलो चल के देख लें
क्या पता इस दौड में
हम एक बार जीत लें

मोम का है दिल मगर
आग वाला रास्ता
चल सको तो चल पड़ो
कल का क्या वास्ता

ज्यों दिन गुज़र रहा
कहानियां बन रहीं
ओढ़ के खामोशियां
सर्द रात यह गुज़र रही l

Sweetheart !

Sweet heart !
When I look at  you
My heart go on and on
And it flies over peach blossoms
Spurt of pink, so awesome
Without leaves its,  bouquet of flower
wind blows,pink petal it shower

Wave in your hairs
You shine bright, so fair
Curve of your waist
When move in haste
Motion of your legs
The way you intrigue

Sweetheart!
When you look at me
I might not believe  my eye
Planet earth moves slowly
Thousand fire flies just lights ups
Sparkes fills the space
All over the galaxy

color of your lips

my heart goes to flip
flowing with hair 
Along with air
Look like movie actress
In that purple dress

Sweetheart!
When you walk to me
My heart goes over and over
Loafty  mountains
Valley of flowers

I stumble over the slope
Across the green , it elope

A spell of your existance
Black eyes so , innocent
Your love and care
You make me to dare
I am incvincible
And over the clouds

Sweet heart !
When i think of you
I m filled with joy
Of mysteries all i unlocked
No more afraid of clock
Life is fulfilled
What if its curse is spilled

The joy of your presence
My life s essence
I am always on fire
You Sparkled infinit desire
I feel poetic ryme
Or eternal devine

Sweet heart!
When you love to me
I fall from sky
The feeling i cannot deny
In form of water drops
Dancing with air
On the ground

Gate of paradise 
Through straight from your eyes

Sweet heart !

The Sun Shines on me

      The yellow sun shines on me
      I flinched my eyes , glare  I  see
              It makes me worm,
              Turn me into gold
               Expands my heart,
               Unwrapes multiple folds
      The sun is free , clouds are apart
      Trapped soul, shrowed in dark
               Melting down like
                Statue of snow,
                Water flows toward
                The green meadow
      I close my eyes, I am lying on grass
      I am seeing across the golden glass
               The rays penetrates
                My vivid memories
                It want to hear
                My everlasting stories
     The yellow sun shines on me
      I flinched my eyes ,glare I see

              

Who I am

                                             

Should I write about me?

Because of you cannot see

I will try to tell who I am

But surely I am not among them

I don’t why I am here

So I search myself here and there

I am dust stricken old book

Or unused rusted  iron hook

I am grief sucked black hole

From which I run away pole to pole 

I am water soaked muddy swamp

Or the bling-bling bright fashion ramp

My friend says, I am very cynic

When I talk they get really panic

I live in your emotions

I am mood swing ,too and fro motion

Two fishes swim against each other

I could not find my way ,its always blur

I waits for starry nights watching at the sky

Its just blue ,makes my eyes wet ,don’t know why

I am the scars you have and hide

I  kiss on it and feel pride

I m a impatience, desperate move one make

Across the city ,in the shallow of blue lake

As I know its not enough to tell

I could not say that I was not well

Most of the time  I sleep and sleep

But I have to wake up, time always sweep

How can I tell even I don’t know who I am

Seeking myself put me in utter bedlam

I will search myself  because I want to tell you

Not only because of you , even I want it too.