When I was a child ,I used to go to my maternal grandmother
s home in summer vacations.It was a village surrounded by lush green foliage and
ponds with water lilies ,ducks and variety of frogs.In morning I used to
be wake up by a loud chirping of
different exotic birds flying across the trees. One bird I encountered frequently was brown crow sized bird inside bamboo trees. Once I saw a nightingale just
jumping over the railing of the house .Everyday it was chirping loudly .I asked
my grandmother what is the nightingale saying. I
almost annoyed her by asking it repeatedly that my grandmother was compelled to
give me some answer probably to get ride of me . I followed her all my summer
as long as I could. I located her nest .It was at lemon tree which was at
corner of house. I was very happy at that time.
In evening my maternal
grandfather used to check out rice sapling s because squirrels were destroying
it .I was accompanying him everyday.One day suddenly a strong wind came and
array of Eucalyptus which was all around the border of field with similar
distance started swinging. it was very overwhelming for me to feel the
wind and seeing the trees swinging. One
tree was too tall so it was swinging
more than any other one. I was feeling like to swing with it .All of sudden I noticed that at the top twig of the
tree there was a nest and a nightingale was sitting on it and swinging along
the wind.My heart filled with tremendous joy .I was imagining the experience of
swinging up there on the top with the wind. But the big question was why that
tiny bird selected that particular tree with intense swing.Of course she likes
swinging.
Time
changed as the days flew very fast .I am in the mid of my life with all the chaos of job, pressure of getting married and with no holidays. I managed to go there occasionally somehow .Most of the times my grandparent
lives alone because all of my cousin facing the same chaos.Now grandpa is too old to hold my hand .But I go whenever I
am in my hometown. At this time of life grandpa don’t want to shout on
squirrels. He just stare and watch fields with no emotions at all. Everything
is same .Nobody cares about squirrels. All the trees are grown up and some fell
due to storm.
But
whenever look at array of trees I can not stop to imagine myself singing from
the top of the tallest tree. What song I
have to sing ? Do I have a song of
love ,peace or happiness. I live in
concrete colony with a concrete heart. Do we have a song of just being human and not
try to just become a robot? I miss those
days when there was many dreams and days were long enough to live.
Let this nightingale
sing though us day by day ,word by word and most importantly may GOD give us
the desire to sing until our last breath.
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